Sunday, February 17, 2008
YOU WERE SO CLOSE-
but u lost it.
because in the end, everything was just plain empty promises.
even if i always put myself in such a bad light,that im a fucking lousy gf,u still hurt me more than u know, more than u ever thought so.
this 1.5 mths have been quite enough. the turmoil of emotions i went through-
each time u said u could/would do smt, i'll wish hope & imagine. then the next moment, that flicker of hope gets stumped by you.because u never did try.
deep inside there r things u still hide, things u chose to cover-up.
i am not good at expressing myself.
but u dun understand how fucking hurt and disappointed i am in u.
this time round, i cried hard,
bcoz i know u're outta my life for real and forever.
because u refuse to try
i am shifting.
sang at` @ 11:50 PM